Friday, July 20, 2012

Happy birthday to you!

So there's once this man... unexpectedly get inside of my heart.

No, he's not a perfect man. I never believe in that fairy thing. For me, perfection does never exist. He was not perfect. He's just a man who was perfectly fit with my ideal man. Period.

He is taller than me. Charming, has a good looking, smart, sweet, wise, romantic, you name it. And one little thing that should be underlined, he's a physicist. A good looking physicist. Can you imagine that? I really can't believe this creature is existed in my era. No wonder why I could easily fall for this man.

See, as I said before, nothing is perfect in this world. And so my story. Yes, he is a nice guy. Yes, he is someone that is older than me. No, he is not a nerd. No, he is not doing plastic surgery.

He just has a wife.

And soon, two children.

*Ba Dum Ts*

At first, I thought that I'd be broken heart, You know..that scene when you found yourself crying like a baby and the tissues were everywhere in your room and felt like you're not gonna stand seeing him with his wife and all those stuffs. Yet, it never happened. Once again, It never happened. I felt nothing.

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So what this feeling was all about?

Why should I have interest in him if it is not 'you-know-what-I-mean'?

Why did I cry in front of my friend just because he's just about to go overseas and I thought it would mean forever?

Somebody please just tell me what it was!


p.s. Happy birthday to you anyway. Best wishes for you as always sensei :))
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